I laugh loudly as I realize today…

I laugh loudly as I realize today, 
I am suffering from nothing and everything.

I laugh loudly as I realize today, 
I hurt from my want of things to be a certain way.

I laugh loudly as I realize today, 
I am dying slowly and abruptly from 
my dogged belief in every feeling and thought
that rises in my serene mindscape.

I laugh loudly as I realize today, 
my pain is from the conditions I place 
on reality to be pleasant for my gaze.

I laugh loudly as I realize today, 
I am wounding myself more than others, 
I am healing others more than myself.

Photo by Dan Cook on Unsplash

Photo by Dan Cook on Unsplash