Dictionary (Vagionary) of a Goddess

In alphabetical order

Attachment: is the unavoidable umbilical cord between being embodied and ethereal. Temporal and Timeless.

Updated March 25th 2025: Once conceived by the natural instinct of love between two Homo Sapiens, a physiological umbilical cord connects (nervous system mesh) baby in utero to placenta. The placenta connects to the ANS and endrocrine system of the mother which in turn is impacted by the other Homo Sapiens who touch and relate with the mother impacting her experience and therefore the baby in utero. Meaning attachment is the relational matrix that creates the felt sense experience inside the womb for the development of a healthy and sovereign Homo Sapien bioform. This relational matrix naturally arises through the direct and indirect physiological cause and effects of how we human naturally on a day to day basis.

Beauty: Is experienced by an observer when a species expresses its instrinsic essence from balanced being and doing. The essence of a Bird is flight, when starlings murmurate their being and doing is harmonised in a way that both requires and supersedes the individual expression of flight in one bird. Extraordinary Beauty is the outcome of two sapiens expressing themselves so truthfully that their co-creation is awe-inspiring. Beauty is always the outcome of extraordinary mutuality from essence.

Belonging is the relational experience, the felt perception of trust flowing back and forth between two or more beings. The conscious choice to receive and give between two or more beings. The conscious choice to step up for repair and reconciliation. The conscious choice to include into and speak about with dignity.

Bitch: A person who knows that gender, sex, sexual preferences, and other identity markers are constructs of the mind and therefore lifts everyone upholding their sapienity at the center.

Contentment: The ease and pleasure of living life in my naturaL rhythms. Rather than of a calendar that is dictated by anyone but my priorities from heart and soul clarity.

Dance: The back and forth of my masculine and feminine principles as they tesselate their essence inside me to create in this world in alignment with evolution.

Earth: The earth is a matrix of instinctual relationships in all directions between the elements and species of plants, animals, and bacteria. And ecosystem therefore is a micro-matrix where relationships are more closely woven and the instincts are more specialized.

Flow of Life: The alchemical force that river-like connects all life and evolutionary bioforms of Earth. This flow-force is made by the union of the manifest (matter, ecology, nature, bark, soil, leaves, body, cells, tissues) and the unmanifest (god, goddess, spirit, universe, consciousness, beingness, longing, love, relationship). We are participants of this flow of life, but not its administrators. We are the one governed by and will be governed by its natural/spiritual laws as long as there is life on earth, no matter which species remain, mutate into existence and/or get extinct.

Freedom: The felt sense of acceptance/respect from those we have shared experiences with i.e. have or are relating with. A feeling of having nothing to hide to be accepted, to belong.

Gaia: The collective soul of all beings whose most intelligent, playful, biological co-creating we call evolution.

Homo Sapien: A Homo Sapien is an evolutionary bioform native to Earth that has interdependent consciousness. Please note trust funds and skin tones are not exempt from this design. Consciousness is interdependent and not individual. Meaning our bioform is sovereign and our design is interdependent #paradox. This is evolutionary brilliance after 4.54 ± 0.05 billion years of Research and Development. It is not a mistake, I have checked with multiple species apart from Homo Sapiens including but not limited to Hawks, Dogs, Cats, Wolves, Bob Cats, Horses, Birds of many Kinds, Fish, Turtles, Snake, Foxes etc.

Innocence: Having no choice one regrets or needs to remain hidden.

Love: Love is the natural relational force that instigates our evolution through physiological sex and physiological birth. It is natural law. It is what maintains the natural order of harmony in networks. It is our embodied enlivenment. Because it instigates evolution, it also initiates an involutionary effect (breakdown and loss). Our current culture does not value the involutionary effect of love, and therefore we are stagnating in our own evolution.

Medicine: Having the knowing and trust in your own ability to bring alchemy inside, outside, and in between. This is natural skill of being Homo Sapien. Everyone on Earth was born to be medicine for themselves and those around them as life brings the risk of death, disease, disharmony, distortion, distraction, disconnection, dismemberment and disempowerment.

Overculture: Every changemaker is in essence solving symptoms of one root problem. That root problem is best called ‘overculture’ (coined by Clarissa Pinkola Estés and used extensively by Bell Hooks) - a legacy of oppressive worldviews have created an enduring force that affects our current mindsets, behaviours and nervous systems individually and collectively. This social force is akin to a wildfire, an invisible but instigating wildfire of all visible fires i.e. the many hydra-like problems within structures and systems created by historic decisions of forgetting (disconnection from life). Examples of overculture’s symptoms which we call problems are capitalism, racism, patriarchy, collective trauma, poverty, climate change et all.

Praying: A conversation between my soul and the collective soul, Gaia aka God, Goddess, Divine etc.

Relationship: The continuous collaborative discernment between sovereignty (Self-driven needs and wants), compassion (other’s needs and wants), and interdependence (shared needs and wants) between two or more beings.

Selfishness: Is choosing the needs of self when the moment calls for interdependence and/or compassion. It is not a personality trait, but an inability to discern when the moment is calling one into consideration of other. The root of all inequity is selfishness which showed up at crucial moments of social creation and innovation. Especially those moments that stratified society based on economic hierarchies rather than relational harmony.

Surrender: Is letting go without giving up.

Update: In January 2023, I am learning the above definition of Surrender though still true also hides resignation dressed up as control. “One is a true letting go, the other is believing I am powerless.” source. Here is another quote from Andrea - ‘There is nothing to do, not because I am powerless, but because there is nothing to do.”

letting go of what I want, without giving up on what is would be the more nuanced definition.

also From Londin Angel Winters “surrender is trusting without understanding. Living beyond needing to know, needing to be safe, needing to constantly be in control.” “Surrender is feeling feelings you cannot understand what it is about”

Self-Mastery: Mastering the use of the strengths and weaknesses, the power and pain of my instruments of body, mind, heart, soul in service of my widest Self - Gaia.

Wholeness: Wholeness is majestic. The feeling of love is a complete experience. The object of love, mirrors, reflects back this essence within us. We are love. And when we feel our essence, feel ourselves, we feel our wholeness, our impressive beauty and scale. It is fascinating because this feeling of love is related to external people (my Shiva), ideas (Divine Mother) etc. But the feeling of love as I experienced in my body is complete in itself. Perhaps this is what the essence of love is. Our wholeness therefore is also paradoxically deeply interdependent and relational. We are implicated beautifully in a deep grid of mirrors to help us see our own essence of love. (More here)

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WORD LIST (IN ORDER):
Attachment
Beauty
Belonging
Bitch
Contentment
Dance
Earth
Flow of Life
Freedom
Gaia
Homo Sapien
Innocence

Love
Medicine
Overculture
Praying
Relationship
Selfishness
Surrender
Self-Mastery
Wholeness